Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Have I told you lately....

how figgin' much I hate cancer and all it's trappings. Right now I want to kick the crap out of something! Anything!

Mike was supposed to be done with chemo/radiation on Friday but because the stupid radiation machine was broken one day a few weeks ago he has to go until MONDAY! Do you think someone could have figured this out before today and told us? We had plans! Real plans without tubing and hosing plans! Things we could have done without being on a leash! We had dinner plans to celebrate...will be canceling those now thank you very much.

I am so mad and so sick of this fucking intrusion in out lives. It just never ends. OH did I tell you I have pink eye? So, there was no "five minutes of my spot today" either. I hate that!

I hate the cancer. I hate the doctor that found it. I hate the nurses and the clinic. I hate the pump. I hate the port. I hate 5fu. I hate being tethered to Bemidji - in fact I think I hate Bemidji today and I hate midgets, clowns and puppets and I'd like to punch a smiley face right now. I hate that my dishwasher is broke. I hate peppers. I hate my neighbors dog who barks and whines. I hate that my hummingbirds can't all get along. I hate the color pink. I hate Brett Farve and the MN Vikings...I hate a lot of things right now and it feels nice.

I hate that I don't yet know who the dumb-ass incomp was who didn't tell us this awesomely great news because I'd like to kick that persons ass, TWICE.

I'm way mad and I want to be that way for a while...I just wanna be mad for a while.

And there is my Buddhist thought for the day.
Peace and Whatever
Karen the pissed

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

WoW! I'lltell Jubilee the Clown to stay out of your way for awhile! You are more than welcome to use my dishwasher and in fact I'll do your dishes for you!

Ducking and Hiding th Rath!!!!! big bro!

marchwind said...

Oh Karen I'm sorry, I know you are really mad and that just sucks. But I have to say I was laughing so hard, especially the part about the midgets, clowns, and puppets, OMG that was wonderful!!! I also really liked the part about finding the person who neglected to tell you this and you want to kik them in the ass, not once but twice, heheheheh!!!!! God you are priceless when you throw a hissy fit. Doesn't it feel good though?

I love you no matter. You can hate me too for laughing so hard if you want. But I'll hug you anyway.

Oh BTW It really sucks that your planns got dashed against the rocks.

Big hugs!

Susan

Forbes said...

Yeah...so I'm better now and ok when I read what I wrote it is kinda funny.

So, Susan, thanks for laughing, that's why I have you.

K

3GenerationsFarm said...

Do you hate mean drunks? :) I hope not, because this mean drunk is thinking of you and loving you and hoping beyond hope that there are better days ahead.

Hang in there guys, being pissed is okay.

Sherry